To draw from life
To draw from memory
To produce some clever idea
Only to be consumed and forgotten
To set up a payment plan with low financing
So that we can appear to own everything that we do not
What would our economy be like if we had not set up all of our little number tricks?
What would our community be like if we did not work so hard to be so selfishly alone?
The fear of confronting truth governs so many of our actions
We all see things
We can feel certain subtle changes
We know the reaction and response that the eyes reveal
Are we simply afraid of seeing our own reflection in someone elses eyes?
Why does it make us want to run away, hang up the phone or deny it completely?
There is a constant battle between
What we know we should do
and
What we feel like doing
Most of the time we know the difference
But the line between is never clearly defined
And sometimes the weight of actually knowing becomes such a burden
that we will do anything to avoid carrying it
So we use this uncertainty to our advantage
And claim that we can not see
unless,
we feel like it